Sydney Theatre Company's Stockholm and discovering my love for theatre

Haunting and Unsettling. Two words that critics used to describe this magnificent piece of theatre and also the two words that made me rush out to see it. I love to be haunted and I love to be unsettled, don't you?


I want a play to drag me by the hair and pull me out of my comfort zone. I want to shift uncomfortably in my seat and worry about what my friend, who is sitting next to me, is thinking when a rather disturbing scene is playing out right in front of our eyes. I want to feel the pain in my body when characters on stage become inflicted with physical violence themselves. It's much more fun to watch something like that. Agreed?


'Stockholm' is a story of two people who appear to be madly in love with each other (keywords: "appear" and "madly") but as the story unravels, we slowly see things go downhill. We witness supressed emotions violently expressed and seeds of anger into relentless rage. Then we see the cheeerful atmosphere set up in the opening completely obliterated. Then we (finally!) become helplessly uncomfortable. The fun starts.


British physical theatre Frantic Assembly collaborated with the Sydney Theatre Company to create a powerful piece of hybrid theatre, using dance and spoken word, to illustrate a story of an abusive relationship fuelled by both passion and paranoia.


I must confess that this is the first stage production I have ever seen, apart from musicals, and I was completely blown away by it. How on earth did I manage to exist in this world for 17 years and not once experience the power of theatre? I walked out feeling like I missed out on something so great, and I was hungry for more.


I wasn't sad or upset, I was relieved. I found another passion, and I was happy. I walked out feeling the same way I walked out of a screening of Michael Haneke's 'Funny Games' and realising that film can be more than just entertainment, it can be challenging. The same feeling I had the first time I listened to a Bjork song and realising that a singer's voice can be beautiful despite being otherworldly. The same feeling when I realised that burst of colour on a canvas is not just there to be pretty, but to tell a story too.
There's an incredible rush of energy through your body, not adrenaline, something more potent. It's a curious feeling but I know now that it's an indication of a new found passion, a way my body tells me that if I do this for the rest of my life, I'll die a happy man.

The last top ten films of 2009 list you will see online

I know that I'm a couple months late but this list took a long time to compile. I didn't want to just choose a handful of titles and make a list. No. I wanted to do it like a reality tv show. I rewatched all the movies I saw in 2009. This was like their audition, I picked at every single flaw of each film and shouted at the screen whenever something felt wrong. Some films cracked under the pressure, stopping halfway through while others literally cracked. The DVD itself actually cracked. I then placed all of the dvds (ones that survived) on the table and handpicked my top twenty like how they do it in American Idol. Then I voted out ten of those titles to the "Honourable Mentions" list, which is like the exile island in Survivor. Then I arranged my top ten - which will be revealed after this break.

I am of course kidding.

All I did was go to the always handy IMDB and looked up all the movies I gave a 10 or a 9 star rating to that was released in 2009, according to imdb - so even though I saw 'Let The Right One In' in 2009 it doesn't count because IMDB says it was released in 2008 (don't worry, I'm sure this film would make my 2008 top ten). But I decided to make an exception for The Hurt Locker which was released in 2008.

So the top ten are as follows:

1) The Hurt Locker - Katheryn Bigelow
2) The White Ribbon - Michael Haneke
3) Samson and Delilah - Warwick Thornton
4) An Education - Lone Scherfig
5) The Cove - Louie Psihoyos
6) Up in the Air - Jason Reitman
7) Inglorious Basterds - Quentin Tarantino
8) (500) Days of Summer - Marc Webb
9) Precious: Based on the novel Push by Sapphire - Lee Daniels
10) A Single Man - Tom Ford

..and honourable mentions are as follows:

11) Drag Me To Hell - Sam Raimi
12) Bright Star - Jane Campion
13) Up - Pete Docter
14) District 9 - Neill Blomkamp
15) The Hangover - Todd Philipps
16) The Spetember Issue - R.J. Cutler
17) Avatar - James Cameron
18) Zombieland - Ruben Fleischer
19) Coraline - Henry Selick
20) Antichrist - Lars von Trier

Now some FILM MUSIC ART awards.

Best Picture
Obviously The Hurt Locker

Best Director.
Katheryn Bigelow. Go female directors!

Best Leading Actor
Colin Firth. Never liked him in other movies. Blew me away with this one.

Best Leading Actress
Carey Mulligan. I was so sad when her awards momentum slowly dissipated nearing the Oscars.

Best Supporting Actor
Christoph Waltz. No competition here.

Best Supporting Actress
Anna Kendrick. Made me laugh, cry and sympathise. Loved her performance in Up in the Air

Best screenplay (original)
(500) days of Summer

Best screenplay (adapted)
An Education

Best cinematography
The White Ribbon

Best editing
The Hurt Locker

Best art direction
A Single Man

FILM REVIEW: A Single Man

Directed by Tom Ford

Starring Colin Firth and Julianne Moore

Synopsis here

Have you ever had the pleasant experience of sitting in a darkened theatre and a high fashion ad plays? And you wished that it would play a little while longer? Yes and yes? Then Tom Ford's directorial debut A Single Man might be your cup of tea.

The film opens with an underwater shot of a naked body swaying and moving artistically in the depths of the ocean (though I do believe he was meant to be drowning). One would expect the name of Dior or Gucci to appear slowly on the screen announcing a new line of fragrances. It doesn't. Instead we find ourselves in more fashion ads, every scene seemed like it was advertising a dress or a suit, but after being immersed in this world, you forget all about that and you focus on the story.

Call me superificial, but I found myself longing to live in this 'world' that Ford creates. Even for a little while, for a vacation maybe. There was no hair out of place, no shoe mismatched with a dress. Fashion policing is dead here. And everything is breathtaking

Colin Firth was sensational here, he took this film to another level. I was never a big fan of him, mainly because I couldn't get Mr Darcy out of my head, but this performance was heart-stopping. He made subtle changes to his face, eye movements that told a story, creating a performance that made the audience feel, what his character was feeling.

It's a film possessing both inner and outer beauty. The stunning visuals never distracted from the story or the emotional intensity of the film, they worked side by side together. It's a dramatic punch wearing cashmere Chanel gloves.

Some people criticise A Single Man for being TOO beautiful. That is not a valid point, nothing is ever too beautiful in my opinion. Ford brought something new to the table, he was able to show that you can have a film that is over polished and super pretty but still have the strength to carry the emotional weight of the narrative. I can't wait what he does next.

Photo from here

My current obsessions

Well... umm... I kinda..err.. started watching GOSSIP GIRL. There, I said it. Embarassing I know, but I don't really care because I freaking love this show. It's like heroin. I actually gave up time to watch Damages, Glee and True Blood just so I could get through the Gossip Girl seasons.

I've always wanted to move to New York since I was little. Gossip Girl made me want to move ther NOW! If only I could just pack up and go, I would. Unfortunately, I have high school to finish.

Minimalism posters. That's my other obsession at the moment. I want to purchase a whole stack of these and hang them up my walls. The following are designed by Exergian.

It took me a while to figure out what the True Blood one meant, until a friend pointed out that they represented fangs. (DUH!). That's why I like these, some of the poster's meaning register to you straight away, while some you have to take a step back and take some time to figure them out.

Argento Double Feature at the Chauvel Cinema

Chauvel cinema (the one and only surviving arthouse theatre in Sydney, sad I know) is playing four of Argento's classic horror films in the next four weeks. I attended the first one last friday, it was a double feature of Argento's Suspiria and Romero's Dawn of the Dead.

I'm ashamed to say that I have never heard of Dario Argento until now and was pleasantly surpirsed by Suspiria. Argento knows his visuals. In every scene, despite the cheesy special effects, Argento was still able to evoke terror from within me through his masterful use of shots. The things that were happening did start to get ridiculous at times but I do love a director who is unafraid of giving us absurd, which I think produces a much more entertaining film as opposed to having it held back.

The plot is the film's weakest element, but it is also irrelevant. I didn't care about the story, I just wanted to sit back and marvel at the visual feast emanating from the screen. The music by the Goblins fits perfectly into the film, it's unsettling and creepy and althought it played excessively throughout the film, not once did I ever get tired of it. The dialogue is hilarious but I wasn't quite sure whether it was intentional or not. The opening scene was jaw-droppingly good, the visuals, the colour, the shots used and the sound were all balanced and played harmoniously together, creating a scene that I think would make Hitchcock and Coppola proud.

Dawn of the Dead, was the weaker of the two for me (I have a feeling some would disagree with me). It was funny, but it wasn't hilarious. There wasn't really any tension for me, probably because I never really cared about the characters in the first place. On the other hand, I do think that the film holds an important message, the film is an allegory of the consumerist values of the 70s American society which, in my opinion, is still relevant to the wider society today. There were some gruesome scenes, which I can imagine would have created quite a stir among audiences who saw it on it's original release. But overall, I just did not find the movie entertaining and I found myself checking my watch constantly, and actually hoping for the credits to play.

Next Friday, I might go see another Argento screening (they're playing Tenebre with the original Texas Chainsaw Massacre) or wait another week for Phenomena or Wes Craven's Last House on the Left. But I'm more excited about the Scorcese classics screenings which begins near the end of March, might finally get to see Raging Bull.

Photos from: 1, 2 and 3

READING CHALLENGE: Moby Dick (Updated)

I am not as committed as I previously thought. I stopped reading Moby Dick about a month ago and I haven’t even cracked the halfway line yet.
Oh well, I’ll wait until I get my Sony E-Reader, then I can probably get a free digital version of the book for free. (Thank God for Google Books). Then I shall restart. But I WILL finish it this year.
I have started another reading challenge, over at Goodreads entitled the 2010 TBR (To be Read) Challenge. Basically you read 12 of the books you’ve constantly been putting off reading throughout the year that are in your ‘to be read’ pile.
My list is sort of dystopic/classic themed which includes:
The Handmaid’s Tale, Blindness, Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility and Revolutionary Road.
The full list can be found HERE

I’ve already started with Pride and Prejudice and halfway through Revolutionary Road and nearly finished with The Book Thief. Cannot wait to start The Handmaid’s Tale! I bought a beautiful paperback copy of this book at my favourite independent store at the city called T Kelly Discount Books at George St in Sydney. I absolutely adore this place. There are stacks and stacks of books. They’re always running out of space and there’s always a couple of piles scattered on the floor. It’s amazing. And as you can probably tell from the name, the books are not badly priced either. Much cheaper than the normal retail price at Dymocks or Borders.

Oscar Oscar Oscar

I've never been this excited for the Oscars ever since the year LOTR swept it. I'm excited partly due to the new (or reintroduced) 10 best picture nominees rule. Even though there will be about 3 or 4 that will be at the head of the pack, it is still fantastic to see more pictures get recognition.

I've already compiled a fantasy nominee list in my head.

First, it will include an animated film. Probably Up but I wouldn't mind seeing Fantastic Mr Fox or Coraline in there as well, but preferably Up since I worship Pixar.

Second, it will include a documentary film, The Cove is my choice.

It will also include a foreign film. The White Ribbon will do but Australia's Samson and Delilah, in my opinion, deserves a spot as well.

It will have these three films too: The Hurt Locker, Bright Star and An Education. Why? Because they all have female directors, and they need more recognition.

Then there's the sure-to-be's. Up in the Air and Precious

Throw in Inglorious Basterds.

Then a blockbuster: Avatar

And boom you have *my* perfect ten.

Now for the best director. Again wouldn't it be awesome if 3 of the 5 nominees are women? For the first time in Oscar history, the best director award will be dominated by women. So fingers crossed for Katherine Bigelow, Jane Campion, and Lone Scherfig to all get noms. Throw them in with the big boys, Tarantino and Cameron. That would be interesting.

Although I'm almost certain that Bigelow will take it home.

Now, the best actress. I want to see younger actresses dominate this year. Even though I love Meryl Streep, I think she's had enough accolades already and she didn't really top herself this year. I don't want to see Helen Mirren get another nomination. So I'm going with Gabourey Sidibe (Precious), Carey Mulligan (An Education), Abbie Cornish (Bright Star), Emily Blunt (The Young Victoria) and Zoe Saldana for Avatar. That will also make it the first acting nomination for someone who performed using motion capture.

Best Actor. Very strong this year. George Clooney (Up in the Air), Colin Firth (A Single Man), Jeremy Renner (The Hurt Locker), Sam Rockwell (Moon) and Viggo Mortensen (The Road).

Supporting Actress. Two from Up in the Air: Anna Kendrick and Vera Farmiga. Samantha Morton (The Messenger), Mo'Nique (Precious) and Natalie Portman (Brothers)

Supporting Actor. Christoph Waltz. Period.

I'll probably be wrong with most of these predictions, but hey, I can still hope.